Forgetting the #1 rule and knowing it
i broke promises and a hear that i will never know
my dreams have left nothing for me to show
now im home safe and sound
from a night i shall never rebound
this night i started with a goal
wrought down to a flee
ill never understand why
when i set my mind i go haywire
i tried my best, please dont be mad
now im living my life and its sad
one day i will learn, wish it was the first
now im home safe and sound
the night was long cold and dark
down town was the scene and bars were just out
a colorful blue red light was yet to be found
ill surivive i though, stupid now
i still dont know why my mind was fixed
had to acheive no space for failure
now im home now safe and sound
to my defence a new boss was to be made
for my job to come was looking great
luckily ill be managing soon
hopefully it will be free
i cant stress enough, i stress to much
my heart fluries feel it fall out of my chest
i reflect upon my nights action
a choice for me to go instead of stay
as i stayed while i went
ill never know why
luckily it wasnt my time
but im home now safe and sound
i woke at 3pm
usual time for me, my gas is lower than it needs to be
later that will occur to me as a bigger problem than it is
i can look forward to it or i can stress more
like i said i stress to much
i guess it will be a lesson to learn
i chased it as far as i could in the end
not a great success to speak of
now im home safe and sound
Tomorrow will be different
ill be a better boy
the sun was up this morning
ill never ask for more
should i , i know what to expect
now im lonely but safe and sound
on the track to make one home
give myself my chance to keep it together
more nights like this i wont have it
luckily i made it though this one
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